Monday, November 12, 2007;
♥ 11/12/2007 06:46:00 PM
Cant help but think that this is wrong
We should be together
Back in your arms where i belong>>
Heaven-o! (;
I thought i would change my phone ytd! So my family and i went down to the singtel shop at West Mall. Oh my, the whole freaking place are flooded, not with water, but with humans. It's reallu disgusting. I wanted to leave immediately. I so hate crowded places. ): <
But anyways, i realised that i din exactly have any ideal phones in mind. So i started browsing thru those phones on display. And i settled down on a few. Sony Ericsson's new 'shake-it-baby' phone, yknow that phone which you can just shake to change songs and everything? Yeah, and Nokia's Music Xpress phone, the slide-up-slide-down red colour one. (: And then, it's the Game + Music Nokia phone, N81.
But i cant exactly settle on one best one. I kind of wanted N81, since the other phones are mainly bout songs songs and songs, and since since i have a cool mp3 baby alr! But then, the SE phone's pretty cool. =l And i dont wanna get a phone which i'd regret like, afew months down the road.
So guess what the solution? We decided on getting the not-so-good zero value phone K530i, and i'll purchase my new phone next yr, april, when another phone plan of one family member expires. If i decide on one, that is. ;D
Haha, so that 530i is my family's new 'family phone', and im holding onto it now.
The sad thing is, all my messages are gone! SOBS. )':
And the piss-y thing is, i cant get the USB shit working.
Okay, 'nuff said.
Now, it's raining. Like gorrillas and monkeys. =l
And im in the i-miss-fairfield kinda mood again.
Before my class chalet, and when i spent quite alot of time with my current classmates/schoolmates. I seems to have gotten used, very used in fact, to jc lifestyle and everything. But after the class chalet, i miss everything in the past again. =l
The friends, the class, the teachers, the cliques, the environment, the atmosphere, and the school. Really!
How i wish, the next morning, or school day, which i wake up to. I'll have to put on the yellow-blue uniform, with the tie, together with nametag schoolbadge and collar pin. Then putting those disgustingfairfield socks on, and walking happily to school, expecting to meet the usul fews at the locker. ;D
Oh fun, oh joy.
But pfft, snap back to reality. Tmr, i'll have to wake up, put on the jj hse tee. And travel to jjc.
I just hate it how, when im getting settled, alright, maybe just almost settled, with my current life. And then, something comes along, and flipped me all the way back to square one. No, no! I dont mind, i dont dislike getting tgt with old friends. I just, i just hate the feeling of emptiness in thy heart, when after the fun and joy you have with your old friends, and then having to return to the current world.
As in, aiyah, you get my point!
Pfft, sickening.
Just like how i hate myself. For wanting so much to look the other way.
But every time i do that, i'll start looking back for you, from the other side. =l
Contradictions and crossroads. Go away!
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
